A prayer to thank God for the proximity he has ever existed
By: Keri Eichberger
Bible Reading: “And certainly I will always be with you, to the end of my age.” – Matthew 28:20
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Sometimes I feel like no one gets me. Well, in many cases I feel that way – and perhaps because they really aren’t. That’s why I tend to stay with the feeling of being alone. I was isolated on an island that no one could see. And the truth above is that I feel like I am one of them. I just feel lonely. Suppose most others feel understood, noticed and well known to many. But I’m beginning to think I’m wrong. In fact, I thought maybe I was wrong for a while. In particular, delve deeper into other people’s minds and take a peek into mine from them.
I took part in my first Bible study with a group of women who were in the middle of my same season after being born nearly 18 years ago. I met in search of souls looking for people who provide help, provide community and have answers that can relate to their wild world. It was one of the greatest blessings I would never let go. Some of the crew have come, gone, and come back, but they can spend time with people who have experienced similar pain and have not weathered their lives well. And I thank God for these connections.
Nevertheless, here and there, I still feel alone. The fact in question is that no one has ever walked my exact path and no one feels or feels life as I have. So they can’t get it completely. I also have no ability to completely correct and fill my pain and empty locations so that I have my own confusion and not always sufficient.
what about you? Do you feel a lot of loneliness? Maybe you have someone in your life who loves you, but maybe you still feel that no one can really see you and get you. That’s me too.
Luckily, my group of friends was through biblical studies, and our greater focus was to know God’s goodness through each other and through the outside. And here is what I learned about our powerful God (oh boy, do I need to remember over and over again): I am not actually alone. God is always with me. And he’s always, always, always with you. He’s not just with us. He watches, hears, cares. Yes, he knows all the little details. And he is enveloped in all of it, and through it all of it. It’s closer than I imagined. I don’t know you, but the gift of God’s constant presence is a gift that blesses me by measuring me when recognized.
If only I could really grasp this truth. Because if possible, we will not feel alone. Until now. We will feel the embrace of his constant love, experience his peace beyond understanding, and live with joy that is largely indescribable. We will all do that.
And we don’t fully understand before we meet Jesus in person, but we can try it. We can now acknowledge him and thank him now. And I think we should. Because I know you want to feel the blessing of his intimacy during this season. When we fear and need peace, when we are lost and need direction, when we are sad and need comfort, and when we are weak and strong I want to know he’s nearby when I need it.
Friend, he’s here. These blessings are abundant. Do you now acknowledge these truths with me? The Lord is our peace. He is our guide light. He is our comforters, our rocks, and our strength. And he presents all these gifts through his presence with us in this very present moment. It’s closer than ever. And always. Give him appreciation and praise him, see his constant, everything, unconditionally affectionate, and never lose sight of the closeness that is always present.
Let’s pray:
My dear father, you are always with me. It’s closer than I imagined. And I am very grateful. I tend to feel lonely in this world. I am surrounded by people who cannot see or understand my thoughts or the depths of my struggles. But you are in it all. You will not miss a moment of my moment or the smallest corner of my mind. And you love me more than I know. This is a gift I often find commonplace. The people you place in my path are your blessings, but they will not fill or see me completely. But you will definitely do it. I am adored by your perfect presence. Don’t forget how close you are, and I pour out my praise for your omnipotent protection, your caring comfort, and your constant intimacy and care. In your holy name, Amen.
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